Sunset
• Well, a lot of shit has gone down... and I'm glad it's all over... (mostly)
• My most successful Free Company in Final Fantasy XIV has just come to a close... and all things considered I have no clue how to feel. It's not like I did anything wrong or something, all that happened was the Zoe broke up with me. I knew her orbiters would leave alongside her, but the amount of people who left was staggering, so I just decided to end it on my own terms. I'm looking into transferring to Aether sometime next month once I can transfer this Free Company to an alt of mine and keep running subs off it.
• On a brighter note, my parents are gone for the week... thank god. I needed some alone time so I could just live without someone watching me. Just been hanging out at home, not a whole lot has been happening. I've been so exhausted lately and I'm glad the worst of it is gone. Never having to worry about Zoe in the future is a huge plus, I just wish I could've gotten an apology out of her (not that she would've meant it anyways.) I started animating this little shot of Donkey Kong doing a flip and flexing, it's looking good so far! Should be done maybe next weekend? I dunno...
• I'm getting low on my medicine and I don't really have much money left for it... so I hope I have enough for the rest of the month. I hope things start getting better so I don't have to rely so much on Lexapro, but I've just kept getting kicked while I'm down. If it isn't some bullshit with Zoe then it's something with my parents or work...
• I just can't think of what I did to make Zoe treat me how she did when I did almost everything for her. Not getting closure will hurt me but I just don't know how to move on without just forgetting about it... and trust me, I've tried.
• Oh, well... This month should be pretty light on events (hopefully,) but I'll keep you all updated. I hope brighter days come soon... but, until next time.